Friday, June 30, 2006

i'm ok

wow...reallie touched.

thanks for all your sweet words of encouragement and concern... :)

actually, nothing happened.

some thoughts just came to mind, felt a tinge of sadness, and came up with the previous blog entry...i'm sometimes like that.

letting it out reallie helps! i'm ok! yay!

shoo negative thoughts! welcome happie thoughts!

Monday, June 26, 2006

原谅

什么是原谅?

是不是一定要把一切不愉快都忘了, 才算原谅了?

忘不了, 就不算原谅?

那么, 对于健忘的我, 原谅应该很容易.

可是, 我却偏偏忘不了.

我要记得把一切忘掉...

不愉快的, 已经过去, 已经不重要.

太执著, 会毁了现有的快乐.

Monday, June 19, 2006

MC me

on mc today...and maybe tomorrow.

went to see the doc this afternoon, he was quite intrigued and a little disgusted at wat he saw inside my mouth.

it's like a 奇观.

the left side of my mouth is badly inflammed due to excessive biting of the flesh by my wisdom tooth. yucks.

in quite a bit of pain now...it's like 10 ulcers combined.

cannot talk, cannot eat.

misery.

but well. korea drew with france! haha. and park ji sung scored...yay.

and...i realised that the portugal coach, scolari, looks so much like gene hackman!!
haha.

haven't been posting many pics on me blog lately...that's coz my poor old canon ixus 500 died recently...so sad. brought it to canon for an autopsy and the report was that its internal organs were all corroded...sob.

should be getting a new digicam in the next few days...but meanwhile, in memory of good ole cammie...

2004~2006

RIP

Sunday, May 28, 2006

sucky weekend

i think i was unlucky on sat.

i'm not a superstitious person, i don't freak out when a black cat crosses my path and i don't wear good luck charms...but there's just no other explanation for my lousy sat except that i was down on my luck.

went to support a friend at a soccer tournament in the morning. after a while, my neck started to itch real bad. thought it'll go away after a while, but then my skin turned red and the itching wouldn't stop. very soon, red bumps started to form. tried applying some lotion to soothe the itch, helped a bit but the rash didn't get better. worse still, it started to spread from neck to face and even on my arms.

as of now while i'm typing this entry, i'm fighting the urge to give my neck and arms a good scratch. after the doc gave me a jab and some meds this morning, the rash seems to be getting better...please please go away tmw...hate those ugly red itchy patches!

almost never got a rash in my life...at least not from allergy...this is reallie a new experience.

and then, on sat nite, i had another brand new experience: serial collision.

this was how i described my encounter to cruz (excerpt from msn chat):

me: last nite just buanged on PIE
cruz: AH
me: lian2 huan2 che1 huo4
cruz: WAD HAPP
me: 4 cars!!
cruz: u sandwich or behind
me: travelling on right most lane...saw bmw in front e brake, i oso e brake. stopped in time. happie with stopping in time. but before i knew it, bang! so i was forced to kiss the bmw in front lor
cruz: that means behind hit you, you hit bmw lah
me: yar
cruz: why bmw e brake
me: bmw e brake coz in front got another collision i think
cruz: wah laos

being in a collision is NOT a pleasant experience. couldn't sleep last nite coz was still a little shaken...the sudden jerk from the back...the loud crash...the feeling of desperation and helplessness...scares me to imagine how much worse the crash would've been if we were all travelling at high speeds...so, please drive safely.

嗯. 明天会更好.