thanks for all the well wishes on my star awards nomination. the feeling of being appreciated for one's efforts is always nice. :)
oh, and for those of u who dunno, i'm now doing the evening drive time shift on 933, mon to fri 5 to 9 with jiafa.
typing away on my trusty white macbook in the darkness and privacy of my bedroom is both therapeutically intimate and ironical. feels like a personal conversation with myself, but once i hit that "publish post" button, this will be a public personal conversation.
being in the limelight is not easy. observations have proven that one needs to have an abnormally high level of self-esteem to withstand constant public scrutiny. if one only has a normal amount of self-confidence, then one sometimes sink into a period of self-doubt and worthless comparison, or worse, total self-deprecation. which is silly and totally sucks. but one really doesn't wanna be walking around nose in the air and a big head, right? (especially when others are always judging) the pinpoint median between the extremes of self-humiliation and self-importance is hard to find, and even harder to maintain. (especially when others are always judging)
on an inconclusive concluding note......here's a nice quote.
"It's surprising how many persons go through life without ever recognizing that their feelings toward other people are largely determined by their feelings toward themselves, and if you're not comfortable within yourself, you can't be comfortable with others."
-Sidney J. Harris
yawn. time to get ready for man u vs inter.