Thursday, March 12, 2009

just a note...after a long while

thanks for all the well wishes on my star awards nomination. the feeling of being appreciated for one's efforts is always nice. :)

oh, and for those of u who dunno, i'm now doing the evening drive time shift on 933, mon to fri 5 to 9 with jiafa.

anyway......

typing away on my trusty white macbook in the darkness and privacy of my bedroom is both therapeutically intimate and ironical. feels like a personal conversation with myself, but once i hit that "publish post" button, this will be a public personal conversation.

watever.......

being in the limelight is not easy. observations have proven that one needs to have an abnormally high level of self-esteem to withstand constant public scrutiny. if one only has a normal amount of self-confidence, then one sometimes sink into a period of self-doubt and worthless comparison, or worse, total self-deprecation. which is silly and totally sucks. but one really doesn't wanna be walking around nose in the air and a big head, right? (especially when others are always judging) the pinpoint median between the extremes of self-humiliation and self-importance is hard to find, and even harder to maintain. (especially when others are always judging)

on an inconclusive concluding note......here's a nice quote.

"It's surprising how many persons go through life without ever recognizing that their feelings toward other people are largely determined by their feelings toward themselves, and if you're not comfortable within yourself, you can't be comfortable with others."

-Sidney J. Harris

yawn. time to get ready for man u vs inter.

12 comments:

haoyong said...

inter inter inter! :p

| mun | fwai | said...

We're the CHAMPIONS! Man-U won 2-0! Hooray!

Anonymous said...

interesting, what you just wrote there. part direct, part underlying.

Anonymous said...

It doesn't matter how others judge or say about you, for who is to say what is right and what is wrong? This world started neutral and what the majority thinks is right becomes whatever is right. Be true to yourself and not let yourself down is more impt. End of the day when you look back, you have done your part, made your change. Isn't that enough?

Michael You said...

Dear Big Head Fen,

Havnt heard from u for a very long period, glad to see u're back to write blog again. I back Liverpool to beat Man Utd this coming Saturday at OT. Really hope the lads can achieve this marvellous outcome.

Take Care n JESUS Loves you :D

Hey, shld get close with GOD

ys said...

hey pf it's me again! yay united won and well your post says alot though you've said little. hmm haf faith in urself ba. you already deserve some credit for getting where you are and u cant always please everyone...

Anonymous said...

Man U forever! Champions of everything!

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卫斯理 said...

Peifen, you have always been a dedicated DJ / TV host who is true to yourself and seeks to spread joy and laughter through the TV and airwaves, which is the reason why there are so many Peifen supporters around (not be forget that you're pretty good-looking with a sweet voice as well :p). Everyone will have periods of self-doubts and those are the times when we may need to be reminded of our qualities. If you ever have such moments, just remember that all the Peifen supporters are here for you.

*Man Utd to win liverpool and effectively end their title challenge. Go Red Devils!

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